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Sunday, March 07, 2010 once bitten, twice shy, and thrice, shame on you. the weather has been really warm and humid these days. straight to the point, the verdict is out. by the way, this is the post on 7th march, 2 days after the release of a levels results. anyways, i wanted to blog out my feelings and thoughts and such, but i doubt i have enough time to finish where i have started and be clear enough to typed them through because the thoughts are simply here and there and everywhere... and what's the point of typing it here where the whole world might just see it one day? well, just for my own benefit anyways for the moment now. but all i am now is that, i am really tired of thinking so much, but this is not the time to stop thinking, time is very crucial now, so i have to make my choices! its not like i do not have any choices left... just pretty much restricted, or you can say, acutally not! just that i am restricting myself. see, see there's goes the very confusing part. actually not, mayeb the bottom line s i have to overcome my own obstacle... sigh, hope- is it something that keeps us ignorant? (no wonder that said that ignorance is bliss, and ignorant are the fools, are those hopefuls foolish too?) is something that requires a lot of faith. is something for us to cling on, a last desperation? something that yujun wrote on his personal nick that caught my eye that i could kinda agree too. hope can be unforgiving. how does it feels to have one's hope up and up, and the next minute, gone. again and again. i guess i am pretty much used to the feeling. maybe my heart is already broken, that each time, it won't. but i am still, human. afterall, it is my own doing. i had the choices. i am in charge of my own self, my own results... see how it goes..